In the I am I Trust
Cheryl & Jeff Klos
My wife Cheryl and I became aware that we were following the I am and Saint Germain since 1997. This started us on a journey of almost living a separate life from the others around us. Otherwise our other interactions in life seemed to be fairly normal. We became aware of the Crimson Circle and Tobias around 2005, and Ancient Wings with Robert and Archangel Michael after 2010. Jim Self has also been an influence in our lives over the past several years. The more time passed, the more our lives with the I am and recognizing we are Masters with Training Wheels became distinct from our lives in a lineage society.
We started an Interspecies family about a decade ago by adopting two young Spaniels, Miss Gem and Mr Joe. We fed them with their own bowl on the floor until we very shortly realized that Mr Joe was very open to helping Miss Gem eat her food also. So for Mr Joe’s portion control, we all had our chairs at the family table. They became our children. All was really good with our lives and we were excited about December 2012, and what the changes would mean to our lives. In mid-2012, Miss Gem became sick and passed away in short order in circumstances that left us devastated. Our desire to live left for a desire to not. We later approached Robert and Archangel Michael for advice on several questions. Michael updated us about some of our personal issues and what to reflect on, and how he would help us to change our consciousness.
In the April 2016 Shoud, Saint Germain and Adamus mentioned that the real change is internal, based upon our allowing. We may see this as change in our external world, by what we may view as new events, although they are still a repeat of what has occurred before.
Jim Self uses the expression, “you can’t take your baggage with you”. Well, for me and Cheryl, the period from mid-2012, to April 2016 we must have released a lot of baggage and had a great deal of change in our internal world, only to have it culminate in obvious change to our external world around April 2016. These past several years have been very challenging and rewarding all at the same time. This was internally and externally. I will provide some of the details, to say it is now obvious that as our old world was falling apart, a new world was now starting to be experienced. Will there still be more changes and challenges? I expect so. But at least we can say we are starting a new chapter.
As stated by Crimson Circle, our pet’s aspect can come back to us in a new animal body. With Cheryl’s intuition and help from several animal communicators, we understood that Miss Gem was available for return. This time as an adorable cat, we renamed Miss Puddin. She choose her new body and place of birth far from us in Canada. A new passport and my first trip to Florida was in order.
Mr Joe, our dog, barks at every other animal. Only Miss Gem was not subjected to this. In late 2012, with the arrival of Miss Puddin, the cat, the next six months were full of challenges and stress until he fully accepted her. Both Cheryl and I were challenged on our ideas of how to safely care for our older boy and younger girl. As of now, we both share a more co-operative and accepting position to each other’s view.
About late 2013, early 2014, several other major issues came into view to challenge and benefit our perceptions and life.
First we saw an opportunity to change our financial picture, by investing into what we viewed as an expression of new consciousness in a new digital currency. The potential benefit seemed simple. The unknowns, and risk also factored in; more than we realized. In order to change our financial picture, over time we realized that the investment had to be more significant. As a middle aged couple, this challenged our ownership of our house, and our future lifestyle for retirement or more freedom to enjoy activities outside of work. This investment became very consuming and a long drawn out process. Only more recently has it become financially beneficial. I have a stable job as an auditor with a pension for my expected retirement date in mid-2020. Retirement earlier results in a penalty of 7% a year, or about 28% now. After sitting at a desk for about thirty-five years since completing high school and going on for further education, my wife Cheryl and I have a new experience of more financial potential for me to retire four years early, with a reduced pension. Was the amount of trust, allowing and acceptance of the unknown we had to place in this issue easy? It was extremely difficult? But as a result, we both changed internally and externally.
In the last year, Mr Joe’s enlarged heart increased. He is now 10 ½ and due to some really good medication, vitamins, his will to live, and possibly our allowing of our light bodies, he seems to be doing better than anyone expected. At 22 lbs, Mr.Joe eats as much as Cheryl and I, except we are vegetarian. All four us share a king sized bed, we sure love our furry children and truly honor them. Both are Masters in their own way, and they have helped us with insights, wisdom, and love. Yes, we serve them, as they serve us.
The next opportunity for change and growth was our home. We built a new home in the country in 2008, where until the last several years, it offered more privacy. The privacy eroded over time and we focused on finding a new home and questioned where to live. This was complicated more as we looked at moving out of province, where our financial picture played greatly into this. The circumstances surrounding this challenged us greatly, and we definitely can say that lots of baggage release was involved. We tried to sell our house privately for six months in 2015, and then we obtained an agent in late 2015. In early 2016 we found a house in the local area, which we view as although the owners built it for themselves, their circumstances changed, and we can say they built it for us. So much that a number of the finishing touches involved our choice. As of April 2016, we are now in our new house, so our desire for freedom caused us to move on without even selling our old home and keeping it for sale, how trusting are we!
So what changed over the last three years since we allowed Archangel Michael more into our lives? For lineage and external family and friends, much, too much to mention. Otherwise, release of our baggage, integration of aspects, a change in finances, early retirement, and a new house; All from a more conscious I, and my wife Cheryl. We also see more consciousness in our children, Miss Puddin and Mr Joe. In no regards was this easy, and just as many things left from our lives, many times the things we wanted to create seemed like they may also not be in our life.
Everything internally and externally seems to be working out well. Still lots to release, and a lot more potentials to experience. Keep on breathing, and allowing. Sounds simple, many times it isn’t. As I understand Archangel Michael, and other Archangels, along with the Masters you allow, including yourself, are here for the experiences you choose to create.